My Insomnia

Now, it is almost 1 AM mid night, I do not know why I cannot sleep. I went to bed since 12 Am, until now, I still cannot get my sleep. Once again I cannot sleep. This time I want to write something in the blog rather than play computer game. Writing blog could make me fall asleep. I do not know, I have to try this way. I hope it could help me sleep. Everything comes to my mind again and again. I think back to my life style in Cambodia, my family, and friends. I think I have homesickness or something wrong with my health or my brain that why I cannot sleep again. Oh maybe my nervous system is no working properly in the last few days. I really miss my family. I know I cannot go to visit them tomorrow, but I hope I will visit them soon. When I think about my life in Cambodia, it was my happy time ever. I really wanted to come to America to study, work and live here when I was in Cambodia. I believed that living, studying and working in here must be great. In fact, everything is not going smoothly as I think. By the way, after study and live here for nearly one year, I think "oh my god, my life in America is totally sucked". Life is sucked everywhere. I really hate it. I do not want to stay and study here every time I think about living in here. I want to go back to my home country and live with my family. I feel that I lack of confident now. Just want to say something because I cannot sleep. I hope after writing this blog, I will get my sleep. Everything will be fine tomorrow. Tomorrow is a new day. new day brings new life. New days must be good.